Saturday, January 31, 2009

Living in a World of Possibility

In the past few days, I've seen several posts on other blogs which center around two basic issues many of us are dealing with: (1) finding the difficult balance between getting our children the help they need while never underestimating their potential, and (2) not being sad about the differences in our children or in our lives as the parents of a child with a disability. It's hard sometimes to be realistic and hopeful at the same time.

I've read about Amy making the decision to
apply for handicapped parking permission for her daughter Larkin, how Ellen struggled with her application for a MR waiver for Nichole, and how Lisa ponders her son Finn's future and Ds stereotypes in response to the "Johnny the Bagger" story.

Parents protect their children fiercely. This is not unique to parenting a child with a disability. What is different is that our children are universally perceived as different--and as such, we feel the need to protect, even more fiercely, from the very beginning. Most of us are sensitive to images, language, and perspectives that have real power to limit our children (and to stomp on our hearts at the same time).

We are in a unique position. We do live in a "different world" in many ways. And although it's a world of many, many, untold blessings, it is also a world where questions, fears and soul-searching are part of the everyday landscape.

You might not see it often on Bridget's Light, but I have my tough days, too. We all have our moments when things seem out of control, overwhelming or filled with with uncertainty. It comes in waves. The waves were much bigger and flattened me a few times when Bridget was tiny. Today I'm finding that I don't have to jump nearly as high or as often to make it over them. As a family, we have found our center of balance, and have learned to accept and celebrate our lives as they are today. Jumping waves is much easier when you're holding hands with someone you love.

My goal with this blog has always been to share Bridget--and our experiences with her--with friends, family and anyone else who might benefit. I'm committed to finding ways of highlighting the importance of advocacy, keeping perspective and seeing possibility. To that end, I want to share the following:

Bridget was very small when we were first introduced to the Buddy Walk. We chose not to participate in the Buddy Walk that fall, but a friend brought us a bag with pamphlets, stickers, magnets and brochures that were given out that day. In it, I found a bright pink sheet of paper. Printed on it was the following story, which had great impact on me at the time.
I found this again recently while I was re-organizing my file box for Bridget, and it still resonates with me deeply...


A Story about My Two Daughters

How to Live in the World of Possibility

By Candee Basford

My first daughter was diagnosed with Down syndrome soon after she was born. Her language is delayed. Her abstract thinking abilities impaired. She is easily distracted and sometimes refuses to follow or listen to directions. She has some autistic-like tendencies. She has a bilateral hearing loss. Hearing aides have been recommended but she refuses to wear them. She has an uncorrected vision of 20/200 and a corrected vision of 20/60 at a distance. She is highly farsighted with nystagmus. She can be extremely stubborn and sometimes makes inappropriate comments. She can perform some functional tasks but has trouble with basic tasks like counting money and making change. She can follow simple cooking instructions. She can make her bed.

My second daughter is a sophomore in college. She is majoring in science. She loves anatomy and physiology, biology and anything connected to science. She loves to read but because of a vision loss she needs to take frequent breaks. She has a hearing loss so it helps if she can see the speaker and keep background noise to a minimum. Recently, she has become very interested in sketching portraits. Because of this new interest she is taking a course in advanced drawing. She is popular – the life of the party. She loves to flirt – in fact, her senior class in high school voted her most flirtatious. She has many friends. She has the ability to make other people feel welcome and loved. She is persistent, loves having fun and has a great personality. She loves to dance, travel and write to and receive letters from friends. She dreams of starting her own rock band.

The story of my two daughters illustrates the power of our words and our perspectives. It illustrates the power of the scientific processes and the labels we continue to use to diagnose, predict and sort people.

How? Both stories are about the same person, my daughter. The stories “differ in the way they are constructed – in their purpose – in their consequences – and in the assumptions they shape.” (O’Brien & Mount)

The story about my "first daughter” was constructed from exact words and phrases found on my daughter's school and employment related documents, written in the language of professionals, educators, psychologists and job specialists. It tells what she can’t do, won’t do and why. In this story, she is in need of repair, and thus in need of lots of professionals to fix her. The purpose of this story, in part, is compliance with federal and state regulations. The first consequence is that we (and the rest of society) accept the story as true and begin to adopt the language and beliefs and practices. Once that happens, the sad consequence is segregation, a client’s life, a planned life surrounded by professionals. The assumption in the story about my first daughter is that she is needy, broken, difficult and – most important – that her life should be safe and predictable surrounded by the service system.

The story about my “second” daughter was constructed from love, experience and by paying attention to gifts. It is told from the perspective that my daughter has immeasurable capacity once she has a valued and connected life in her community. The story about my second daughter is shaped (and lived) from a capacity perspective. This story is told in “context” of a life connected to others, a life that unfolds in exciting and unexpected ways precisely because of the many relationships she has. The consequences of this story are community and risk taking and surprises. The consequence is citizenship. The assumption in the story about my second daughter is that she is person who has capacity, interests, gifts, and contributions especially when her life unfolds in the presence of and participation in community.

The story of my two daughters represents two different worlds – the world of measurement and the world of possibility. Often, as my daughter grew up, I felt the overwhelming gravity of the world of measurement, pulling her toward specialized services and segregation with the promise of safety, and simplicity, and repair. In the world of measurement you get to know others by measuring and comparing. But it is the world of possibility that I find most powerful and promising.

The story about my second daughter is the story of possibility. It is the NEW story that we must learn to tell. It is the story told (and lived) from a capacity perspective, from a community perspective. We can learn to tell this NEW story by first examining our own perceptions and advocacy efforts. We can learn to tell the NEW story by listening, seeing, asking, discovering and taking action in the direction of gifts and capacities. We can learn to LIVE the NEW story by supporting rich relationships and taking actions that lead to more inclusive opportunities in our schools and in our communities, for it is these rich inclusive and ordinary experiences that will yield the context necessary to live in the world of possibility.

Copywrite 2006, Candee Basford

*Candee Basford is an author, artist, facilitator and independent consultant. She is president of Ohio TASH and active in capacity building approaches. She holds a Masters degree in adult education. Learn more about her and her daughter Katie here.

**An article by John O’Brien and Beth Mount inspired this essay. It is titled “Telling New Stories, The Search for Capacity Among People with Severe Disabilities” .

***For more on how to live in possibility read “The Art of Possibility” by Zander and Zander.


  1. Excellent post!!!. Thank you for sharing this amazing essay and the inspiring links. I feel is essential to be mindful enough to perceive this world of possibilities, to be open to receive all its gifts and to act on its opportunities.

    Lisa, I LOVE your poem “A Beautiful Life”. I totally agree with your “BIGGER PICTURE”, you have a beautiful perspective!!!. Thank you so much for being such a GREAT advocate for our children.

    Ps: I like Johnny’s story, all I can see is a moving story of an INDIVIDUAL who is ABLE to touch many lives just by BEING who he is.

  2. Oh! I love this! Mind if I send some folks over from Pinwheels via a link?

    Thank you for sharing!


  3. That's wonderful, thanks so much for sharing that, and for sharing your own thoughts as well. Wow, I just got out of bed and you're making me think already?

  4. thanks to jennifer at pinwheels for guiding me here... i am touched by this wonderfully explicit picture of the way our words shape reality and the potential for a limitless or hopeless vision of our being. bridget is a sweetheart!

  5. I followed Jennifer's advice to come on over and I'm glad I did. Just in spending some time browsing your blog this morning, I can tell that we have a similar story. And we both have beautiful little girls. How great is that?!

    I did a post recently on Balance that this post reminds me of...we're families like any other and then we're not at the same time. I think it's hard for people to understand when they're not in the same situation.

  6. Lovely. Thank you so much for sharing.

  7. And why have I never come across your blog before? I am awed! Wonderful post and your daughter is absolutely adorable! I have linked you and WILL be back!!

  8. Very powerful article. It's so true about our perceptions and the power of language. I'm glad I found you.

  9. through my tears, i have to thank you for posting this. i needed this today. i came here from pinwheels and will be back to see how you and your beautiful daughter are doing. thanks again.

  10. Hi there. Came over from Pinwheels. This was such a great post, very thought-provoking and memorable. I will link to it at some point, I'd like to share it with my readers. I write a blog about my little boy, Max, who had a stroke at birth that resulted in mild cerebral palsy. Different diagnosis, but I think many of the issues we struggle with are similar.

    Thank you, again, for this.

  11. Thank you so much for sharing this! I too have a beautiful daughter who happens to have Ds. We are in the early stages of our journey and I too want to advocate in positive ways!


  12. Coming here via Pinwheels--after reading a few of your posts you are now on my Reader. I love this post. So often I feel caught between the two worlds. The world of the stereotypes and disability and the world of the possible. I am trying very hard to live in the world of possibility, but I'll admit is hard some times. It often doesn't feel like the real world--not that the world of negatives does either. Enough of my rambling--Your daughter is beautiful and your attitude is great. Looking forward to reading more about you.

  13. Beautiful post. Thank you so much. I so needed to read this story. I will have to share on my blog a link to this....thank you!

  14. Coming over from Jen's. What a wonderful post! I really look forward to reading more of your blog! I couldn't have said it better myself about my own daughter...

  15. Fantastic blog - thanks for the 'world of possibilities' - I needed it!